Whoa. Never knew i would write about this again. Am amazingly suprised when a friend told me that 'dia' read my blog. Huh. That means this is not a personal blog anymore. Dowh...
.....
Do agree with these.
Do agree with these.
"How can i move on, when i'm still in love with u"This.
"Everything will change, But love remain the same"
"I want u to know, u couldn't have loved me better,
I want u to move on, and so i'm already gone... "
And also this.
Arghhhhh! Never thought it would be a tough year. I never really did care bout that stupid exam. I just thought that maybe this year, Kak Aleen would be in the school for her first year in secondary, and i would get distracted, even just for a while.
What i want most was not to hurt 'Beliau' and in return, hurt myself so badly. How foolish. How can 'dia' stand to watch me from faraway when i can't? 'Dia' give reactions that i didn't dare to expect and it turned out to be some kind of an 'everyday expressions'. What the hell was that?
Please, i've been hoping for too long. End this hopeless waiting. I am determined to leave. I can't stand bearing the pain piercing. Can't let the tears holding back for so long. How many years do i have to wait until the right shoulder shows up? I must move on.
But how?
Yes, but how?
Run.
That's the best way. That's the solution that everyone's been using, and found nothing in the end but tears missing the past.
"I wish i could tell u i'm feeling better everyday,Conclude that.
that i didn't hurted when u walked away.
But to tell u the truth, I can't find my way"
Arghhhhh! Never thought it would be a tough year. I never really did care bout that stupid exam. I just thought that maybe this year, Kak Aleen would be in the school for her first year in secondary, and i would get distracted, even just for a while.
What i want most was not to hurt 'Beliau' and in return, hurt myself so badly. How foolish. How can 'dia' stand to watch me from faraway when i can't? 'Dia' give reactions that i didn't dare to expect and it turned out to be some kind of an 'everyday expressions'. What the hell was that?
Please, i've been hoping for too long. End this hopeless waiting. I am determined to leave. I can't stand bearing the pain piercing. Can't let the tears holding back for so long. How many years do i have to wait until the right shoulder shows up? I must move on.
But how?
Yes, but how?
Run.
That's the best way. That's the solution that everyone's been using, and found nothing in the end but tears missing the past.
